When I became a mother only then did I truly know the definition of unconditional love. I learn more about it eveyday. When my kids fight or when they don't listen to things I have told them a million times not to do. I love my kids and I cannot imagine anything they could do that would stop me from loving them. I think even if they did the worst thing on earth in my opinion I would still love them. I may not like who they become, or like who they marry or even like the decisions they make with their kids. I do know that I will love them unconditionally no matter what. I have tried for 17 years to understand how a woman could turn her back on her son. How she can throw the love she has for her other children in the face of her son. And when this son almost dies she still can't forget the troubled teen he once was and just move forward. I finally stood up for the man I love and finally told his parents what I thought of what they have done him. I started a rollercoaster effect and now these all powerful people have turned everyone in the family against me. All for standing up for what is right. I will never understand how a mother can turn her back on her son, and how a grandparent can not want to know their grandkids. This has bothered me for so many years and I just need a place to put it all down. I know what I did and said was honest and right. I don't need to apologize for telling how I feel. I have seen firsthand how their poison has affected my husband and I refuse to let them hurt my kids that way. To flaunt all the fun things everyone is invited to but them. They don't know my childrens favorite color, favorite food, best subject in school. I wonder if they even know what color eyes they have. I love my husbands family because they made my husband. I am angry and them for the hurt they have caused and for all the pieces I have had to pick up. I will never turn my back on my kids they are my whole world and I am their only mother. They will always need me. Wow, I do feel better! Good advice you know who you are :)
